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when you grow up, your heart dies

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:// Who Cares?; I Do.




I heard this quote today and it made me want to draw something...but it just didn't fit with any of my other accounts' characters, because it struck me so close to home, and so close to this account. Because I feel like I grew out of it...and in the process, my heart -did- die. These characters used to be my entire world, all I could think about, all I -wanted- to think about. Somewhere along the line, I lost them. I found myself unable to write for them anymore. I would search for them in my head, but nothing could be found. They're gone.

I don't know if they are still gone, but I think most likely they are. I'm not sure what to do about my characters yet, because some of them I have emotional attachment to, and I know you guys do too. I might try them out again, like old clothes you found in the attic, and see if they still fit...but then again, I have so much else going on now. I have semi-realism at *nadelkissen and cartoons at ~pony-bones, and everything that goes along with them. But I miss these guys. I'm sure most of you know that missing someone/something doesn't mean that it was good for you, or you were good for it. So I'm torn.

In any case, I chose Pirrip because I've realized out of the three, that he is instead my heart and Diikae is my mind. DS will always be my outer airs, how I want to appear to others. He's changed a lot too...he's in constant development. I think he's morphed the most as I've matured. But I'm rambling.

If you miss my art, go to those two accounts. This one is wheezing its last breath.

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